This is not the forever I dreamt of,
I feel helpless to the turned tides…
Seeking comfort at every home,
Only to feel heavy inside.
Most beautiful memories can also be tarnished, because of a single fight.
Don’t say anything, just let it be another silent night.
It gets hard to carry when it is shattered into a million pieces,
So maybe just wrap it all together and leave…
You have bills to pay and a life to survive,
Might not get enough time to cry or properly grieve.
It takes a lot of energy to hold onto what is not meant to be,
Look at you comforting others with the words you wish to hear…
I’m sorry things turned out to be this way,
But broken relationships are better than the forced ones that you always fear.
I know you weren’t ready; but there was no place to hide.
I know you wanted to scream, but all you could manage was a heavy sigh.
I have written all about it, in a letter I never posted.
My diary knows the things that they should, no one was there to confide.
When your love wasn’t enough, do you think your words will even matter?
I know it feels terrible now, but they say with time it will get better.
This is not the forever I dreamt of
This is not what I implied
A life of endless misery.
A life of unexpected goodbyes.
Unsaid Words 